after along time

Alhamdulillah,aku masih lagi boleh bernafas di bumi Allah yg serba indah ini
terlalu besar ciptaan Allah,dan terlalu sempurna utk ditiru oleh sesiapa pun
Aku bersyukur aku masih lagi Islam,aku bersyukur aku masih lg ade org2 yg mampu membuat aku tersenyum
Alhamdulillah syukur aku panjatkn kepadaMu yaAllah,Tuhan Pencipta Alam Semesta

Setelah sekian lama,Alhamdulillah aku telah menjadi diri aku sendiri skrg
jika dulu,pantang aku terasa keseorangan,pasti mengalir airmata ini
Ya Allah,betapa lemahnya hambaMu ini
byk dugaan yg telah mengubah diriku sekarang
walaupun pahit utk ditelan,tetapi itulah kebenarannya
'EXPERIENCE IS THE BEST TEACHER'
aku pegang dgn kata pepatah ni
klu kita xpenah mencuba apa itu pahit,xmungkin kita dpt tahu bagaimana rasanya

sekarang,boleh dikatakn semua benda aku buat sorg2
aku bukan kata aku suka pun,but i have no choice
disebabkn aku selalu bwk moto,so aku selalu ar pegi memana sorg2
haha,mmg forever alone habis ar
mkn pizza sorg2,shopping sorg2,pg mcd sorg2,jln2 kat jusco sorg2,smua ar sorg2
at first agak susah sbnrnye nk adapt ngan cara aku sndiri ni
tp aku kne gak buat something yang boleh menggembirakan hati aku yg selalu lara
caranya adalah....buat semua sorg2 tanpa perlu pikir pendapat org lain.
hoyeahhhhh~aku puas

i'm not a selfish okay!!
tp klu ar cara pemikiran aku still sama mcm dulu,konfem aku akan stress gler2
tolonglah,dh penat sgt dulu
aku stress smpaikan almost everyday i'm crying
i'm not strong enough to face all of this
sometimes,i'm gonna call my mother and crying loudly without telling her a reason
it may relief my heart eventhough just a moment

yeah,i know,i make the big mistakes to you
but,i don't know why i should get this such of punishment from you
it's really hurt
maybe for you,it's nothing because you still have another friends with you
but to me,it is such a disaster
it's change my life forever

we're always be together but not meant together
it is really hurt to ignore you when you're in front of me
i still want to know you but you looks like hate me a lot
never mind,i still want to see you and remember you in my life as a best friend
i know you maybe feel annoying with me,i always do something that make you hurt
i'm really sorry
i know you're not the type of person that can forgive someone easily
i don't know if you didn't want talk to me for 3 years too??
what i can do now is keep on praying that you will change your mind
i know you're not that bad
you're still my bestfriend that i know before
but the things that i had done, make you change a lot
i'm sorry if because of me,you become like this
i know the word sorry not enough to healed your pain
but,that's all i can do now
you didn't want to give me some space
you hate me a lot,i can see from your face
I"M SORRY MY DEAR FRIEND! :) :) :(

i'm crying when see this picture

i'm missing them badly :(